New beginning

Have you ever looked around and wondered why you couldn't be anyone else in the room? Well if you have, welcome to my life. I'm the person who acts like nothing's wrong . The person that wishes for death. the person who contemplates suicide. I'm the person who looks in the mirror and questions the person standing there looking at me. The person who can't heal the heartbreak. the person who loves easily. the person that constantly regrets mistakes made over 2 years ago. I'm starting this blog to help people who have the same situation but still have hope. It's too late for me, I'm way past depression and low self esteem. You guys are like half dead flowers that need a little care and attention and a lot of water. You need to think towards the future and not your past, it'll ruin you. So if you hear me loud and clear, I want you to try something. Through out a whole week keep a piece of paper and pen, pretty much anything you can make notes on and write down every bad thought that you think about yourself. Also write the good thoughts. It all counts. If the good out does the bad then you can have a life. If it's the other way round, me and my blog are ready to help you find yourself again....g2g but not forever.